how long has it been this time?
I've started to wonder how long it's going to take before my outward online persona finds this blog. I've always felt safe here, and able to write things that might be embarrassing if people I run into at the grocery store know about me. This blog site merged with Google somehow and I am sure it would be easy to trace this to me without too much sleuthery. I thought about deleting this whole blog. I don't really write here much anymore. Maybe because I don't think the internet is as anonymous as it used to be. Or naively thought it was. When I started writing I couldn't even imagine anyone I know finding this little blog and reading anything I wrote here. Nowadays you hear about people getting fired from their jobs because they wrote something negative in their journal or posted some photo of them doing a line off the back of a Taiwanese hooker. Not that a picture like that of me would get me fired. I don't think they would care unless I was coming to work cracked out or stealing from them. After I typed that last vouple of sentences I sat here for quite a bit and couldn't for the life of me come up with anything else to say. Still can't.

