the one where I died and forgot I still sometimes don't have a life

I guess when you are happy it's sometimes painful to go back and read about the sad or depressing times in your life.
Here it is summer almost over again.
Am i really as content as i feel or is it just a silent ticking bomb just waiting for the wrong moment to blast my heart out again, causing severe misery, self-loathing and self despair.
Sometimes I wonder just how long it will take for all my on line personalities to line up and people I know trace this journal back to me. It's just a matter of time before myspace and my high school alumni somehow connect to here.
Am I smoking too much pot just to get through the day.
The Simpson's Movie rules. Saw it today and I can't wait until it comes out on DVD and they add all the fun extras. This will be one of my all time watch over and over again movies.
Getting tired of house guests even though I have been having fun. I want a clean house and 2 days in a row with no one here and absolutely nothing to do.
I guess I will get that in January.
Forgot I promised Robin I'd go to the bar today and have a drink with her and now I feel like a shit heel. I hate when I do that.
Got a headache from my hair elastic, a sore neck and I have to pee. Guess it's time to post.