the one where the feelings of moving apart come crashing back

You do remember how this feels. How your stomach is in knots and you feel all stupid tingly? (In not a good way) How you just want to scream one minute and cry the next? One minute you are pissed off, blaming him and looking in the classified for a new place to live, then in the next minute you are weepy, thinking it’s all your fault, you can’t be with anyone and if you keep on this path you will be a bitter old woman just like your Mother but without kids to blame.
I’m looking in the classified for a new place to live. And I want to cry.